general info

long lived curiosities: how systems/meganisums generally work (not particualy the details of any individual systems), how brains/people (can) work (and the variaty/diferences in that) (to which I got some front row seats :3), how to automate/meganize stuff

Curently studying Bachelor Informatica at UvA.

Great at finding unusual awnsers/solutions >:3

contact info

speaks: English and Dutch (reguarly a combination of both)

about me / manual4me

I will just be me, and that will be enough. (where “be me” is doing a lot of heavy lifting)
People who like to put people into boxes are gonna need to add another box because I ain’t sharing >:3 /j

neurodivergent

sensory sensative:

  • able to see (color) at light levels which to others is pitch black

cyborg / biohacking

My biological clock has always been pretty shit, as in not knowing roughly how late it is or how long has passed; So I tried adding a “time sense” using timed beeps, but even after quite a while it hadn’t helped a bit and as it was still somewhat annoying it stopped that experiment; but it does seem to have done something as since then there have been quite a few occasions where I have been like “feels like it has been a while, is it X time yet?” and then when I check it is actually within a few minute(s) of X.

I had a polyphasic a couple of times for a while though nowadays I am back to a monophasic sleeping schedule, though I gotten better at trying to nap I still didn’t really get the hang of it and instead learned how to better blockout sertain stimuli; and at this point the laying there with my thoughts when you’re trying to fall asleep is back, though now it is almost entirely at the end of my sleep instead of the start?!? Which like, wierd but thanks; But, why do I keep learning anything but the thing I was actually going for with these kinds of things?!?

communication

I am dyslectic, and often miss types stuff (exp. now not)
I will sometimes use tone indicators
When I say “no” I mean “no”.

food:

Very sensitive to spicy (don’t like)
I can’t handle foods that are (almost) liquid (exp. Soup), as my brain classifies food with very low viscosity as both food and liquid simultaneously which is a horrible sensation.
I won’t eat anything which exhibited brain (like) function (aka. brains and mushrooms).
I don’t want carbonated drinks/fris drank,

Current favorite: gerookte zalm (met adcocado)
Speciaal mentions: regoe bakje, appel taart

smell

Mint = very bad (which is makes finding a usable toothpaste a dificult task)

other

I have -1 (mild) with the rule astigmatism, though the only time it is ever noticable is on the highway in the night as it makes it look much more funky/pretty (compaired to any picture I can take, as the camara’s lens obiously doesn’t have astigmatism (which if you don’t know what is going on is verry confusing as you see something pretty but no mather how hard you try you can’t take a photo of it))
(also useful for finding shiny objects, like a friends pass they dropped while walking at a schooltrip to the zoo)

Hoogtevrees

Will start to slowly fain at the sight of / when it is talked about / when something is talked about that is related to (to the point that my brain will involuntarily start to paint a mental image containing) blood.

extra info

thing that happen(ed) that shouldn’t

A child knowing exactly when a caracsident happens when it happens
Liquid salt not conducting electricity for a day
Transfem period cramps

my quote collection

“Humanize, Analize, Mechanize”
“everything not saved will be lost”
“The bar was so low it was practically a tripping hazard in Hell, yet here you are, limbo dancing with the devil.”
“but it’s not too late, ‘couse I’ve got today”
“If it’s stupid and it works, it ain’t stupid.”
“I have not failed. I’ve just found 10,000 ways that won’t work.” -Thomas Alva Edison
“If you don’t schedule time for maintenance, your hardware will do it for you” (source: Carina (She/Her) (khoshekh0), in mental-health in NAMTAO Productions)
“I’m not weird I am limited edition”
“How do I know a brave choise from a stupit one?”
“The aim of science is not to open the door to infinite wisdom, but to set a limit to infinite error.”
“Be conserative in what you send; be liberal in what you accept” -Jon Postel, author of TCP/IP

“The Net interprets censorship as damage and routes around it” -John Gilmore
“If you remember the shape of a spoon with which you just ate some soup, then the spoon had a poor shape.” -Adrian Frutiger
“If I had more time, I would have written a shorter letter.”